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 Sitting here alone.
Thinking of the choices I have made
I start to think that maybe my parents are right or maybe I am right.

 Maybe I am selfish. Maybe I am just a brat.
Maybe I don't deserve anything better in life but then why am I here?
What's my purpose? I just want to be able to see over the surface

 I wish I could be the kid they want me to be
so I could be their "angel" for others to see
but thats not the case, instead sometimes I'm the "trouble child"
because, my own dreams I do wanna chase.
 When I let them down, it hurts me inside..
but once I open my journal, put pen to paper,
all my imperfections are put aside..
It seems to be I enter my own special place...
 just me as me, with my own dreams to chase.

 
 Smile~
Spread joy~Be happy
Just enjoy life..be myself..
 All is because we are not promised tomorrow.
I consider what my parents have said to me.
I know that all comes from your true love.
I just wanna seek my future for myself, also for you.
I won't never forget your love are always around me.
 That makes me so warm when I feel down.
You worry about me becasue you understand me.
You know I may get hurt when I don't stay with you.
But you should know that I can't live under your protection forever.
However, no matter where, I always live within your whole love.
That's me..I always love my all lovely families.
Thus, my dearest parents: Please don't worry about me. 
  I will do my best as much as I can.
 I always love you with all my heart.
 
 
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